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Meaning.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
 "Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself and know that everything in this life has a purpose."Elisabeth Kubler-Ross finished at 1:37 AM
Remembering.
Monday, July 13, 2009
6 months. finished at 11:41 PM
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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Recently Zaha got into an accident and it really scare me to death . but thats not about it. I saw what most of us fail to see at the time of accident,at the hospital,and after being discharge. Right from the moment i called Zaha's mom to inform of the accident till the point he's at home, she'd never stop being worried about him,taking care of him every single day, crying, hoping her dear son would be doing fine recovering. Having a mom is the best thing a child could have and couldn't be replace no matter what. Everytime i went to visit Zaha i wonder who would take care of me if i ever got into accident or fall really sick. looking at how his mother take very good care of him i couln't help but question God as to why did he take away my mother away from me. but i guess that is my fate and i have to accept that. finished at 1:16 AM
you.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
     just look at how proud my mum was holding us in her arms.now its just a memory. All this while I’ve been running away from reality feeling so scared, afraid, confused. Its been over a hundred days now, and I’m still not over the fact that the most important person in my life is gone forever. Most of the days I’m at the grave, just hoping for answers, hoping that I could at least feel your presence. I am only left with frustration because I can’t feel you. Happy mother’s day to all who have a mom. finished at 11:20 AM
When everyday is a struggle
Monday, March 02, 2009
  I remember this day very well.13012009. When she asked to be seated, we all though she is on the road to recovery, that things could eventually get better,. this picture seems to be the last photographic moment with mom. That night, she passed away. Up till now, I have still yet to fully recover from the loss. People say that this will take time, but what they don’t know is that the scar is for life. Death is not temporary; the feelings of losing the most important one in your life won’t go away. "after you left , everyday is a struggle. I miss your presence at home, mom. Do you miss me? Almost each and passing day I visit you, mom. Can you see me? I cried on your grave. Can you hear me? All I wanted was to see your smile, hear your voice again, feel the unconditional love of yours towards me, the warmth of your hug. Is that too much that im asking for? I never know the meaning of appreciation before, sometimes I even forget to say thank you when you sacrificed so much. Never got the chance to say how much I love you, that you mean the world to me. Why couldn’t I be a better son when you’re around? " No matter how hard I try now, I know for sure things will never be the same again without you. finished at 10:38 AM
A prayer and a dream.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
you came into my dream, finished at 4:41 PM
i need you.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Throughout this period of almost 3 weeks since you left us, I struggle to get over the fact that you are forever gone, that you are now buried 9 feet under. I have been going to the grave for almost every day because I want to feel you. I want you to know how much I love you and how much I miss your presence. You took care of me for the past 18 ½ years of my life, how am I suppose to just forget you? Most of the days I would go out with friends to try and ease the ache, but when I’m alone I am afraid. Every single day I always hope that you would come into my dream, so that I could feel your unconditional love once again. I miss your kisses on my cheeks and forehead every time I went out. If you love us so much then why’d you have to go? Who is there to love me as much as you do, now that you are gone? finished at 11:05 PM
The Matilda Experience
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Project Matilda was a success.despite the alarm that tries to scare us off and the fence,we did like what any other teenagers would do,take the risk and climb!climb!climb! went there with zaha,sempoi,alif,hafiz,boon and was later joined by hadi.      after tt we headed down to boon's hse and ordered canadian pizza.are we hungry or whutttt?coz there are not even a slice left.hahahahauhauehuao to sum it up,it was an awesome saturday well spent.the rest of the photos will be up in DA in the next few days,so watch out yo! finished at 10:25 AM
that party in school
Saturday, October 18, 2008
although at first it was not that awesome,it turns out pretty well,esp at the dance floor *kening naek2*    some of the gay moments i had.we kissed and we cummed.haha lol.        after looking back at the photos,now i knw why some ppl scream when i creep onto them.no wonder the movie title "scream" is called "scream".hahaha scary siolzxxzx! i will update more when my fingers yearn to. and todayyy,,,,going to matilda hse to take photos.this is gonna be awesome.collaboration with sempoi.the most awesomeness of all photo manipulator. =D finished at 10:14 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
will update soon! finished at 2:34 PM
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